一位西人弟子的見證—我的時輪金剛治癒之旅
文／宗務記者
阿彌陀佛！
2023年12月31日，我能夠親眼見到聖尊蓮生活佛，並參加師尊主持的「時輪金剛護摩法會」，這真是一個幸福的日子。對我來說，能夠來到這裡（在彩虹雷藏寺）經歷了很多的障礙，我們非常感謝所有同門師兄姐的支援，才讓我得以實現這一目標。同時，我也感恩能夠和患有抑鬱症和劇烈疼痛11年，幾乎沒有離開過家的母親，一起前來面見師尊並得到祂大力的加持，祈求能獲得病苦上的解脫。
我回想起去年那段難忘的時刻，當時我在2022年10月16日參加「時輪金剛護摩法會」時，從蓮生活佛那裡得到了無量的加持和治癒奇跡。我當時被診斷出患有一種叫做「SPS」漸凍人綜合症的疾病。它被稱為「百萬分之一」的罕病，這意味著我的日子充滿了隨時都會癲癇發作的痛苦，我多次失去說話的能力，因為聲帶會被我痙攣的肌肉勒死無法使用。大多數時候，我都必須使用拐杖/手杖，如果我的身體太疲憊，我則需要坐在輪椅上。
在我的家鄉加利福尼亞州薩克拉門托到華盛頓州雷德蒙德的13小時車程中，癲癇發作的情況持續了好幾次。在一位上師和幾位好法師的陪同下，他們不得不在車上忍受我發作時的痛苦，並親切地背著我去見活佛並參加護摩法會儀式。
在法會開始前，我終於能夠親眼見到師尊蓮生活佛。我曾被告知，聖尊祂只要看了我一眼就可能治癒我，這令我充滿信心，並很高興地迎接師尊的到來。當我見到師尊的那一刻，佛陀的光芒照耀著我沉重的業力，竟讓我能夠完全放棄輪椅和手杖的輔助，重新地站了起來，這是多麼幸福的事情。回到家後，我和我的女兒和母親分享了這份奇蹟與喜悅，她們看到我那天能夠走路並立即去辦公室上班時，都感到驚訝與歡喜。身為一個單身母親，我的生活一直很不容易，尤其是為了得到醫治所付出的醫療費，如今蓮生活佛給予我的巨大支持，令我們無限的感激。
我皈依了活佛蓮生聖尊，目前我是一個渴望學習更多佛法的弟子。深深感恩師尊在「時輪金剛護摩法會」給予我的療癒。謝謝祢，任何言語都遠遠不足以表達我對您的感激之情。 Om Guru Lian Sheng Siddhi Hum.
- 蒂娜·莫蒂尼
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The Path of Healing from Kalachakra
Amitofo. It was such a blessed day to be able to meet and thank Grandmaster Living Buddha Lian-sheng and attend the Kalachakra Homa on December 31, 2023. There were so many hindrances in being able to be here [at the Rainbow Temple] and we were extremely grateful for all the support from all dharma brothers and sisters to be able to make it happen. At this time, I was also able to bring my mother who has been suffering from depression and in severe pain for 11 years and has barely left her home. Due to Grandmaster’s abundant blessings, she came, met, and paid respect the Living Buddha herself, and hopefully will attain liberation.
I recalled the notable moment last year when I received an immeasurable blessing and healing miracle from Living Buddha Lian-sheng upon attending the Kalachakra Homa on October 16, 2022. I had been diagnosed with a disorder called “SPS” Stiff Person Syndrome. It is called the “one in a million” disease, because only one person in a million get diagnosed with it. This meant that my days were filled with seizures and I lost the use of my voice many times as the vocal cords would get strangled by my muscles. Most days, if I had relief I had to use a cane/walking stick and if my body was too exhausted, I needed to be in a wheelchair. The seizure like condition continued several times during the 13 hour driving journey from my hometown Sacramento, California to Redmond, Washington. Accompanied by a Master and few good affinities dharma brother and sisters, they had to endure my suffering in the car and were nice enough to carry me on their back to meet the Living Buddha and attend the homa ceremony. I was able to see Grandmaster in person before the ceremony and was told he could heal me with only one look at me. I was full of faith and was overjoyed to have met him.
What a blissful event that the light of the Buddha shone through washing away my heavy karma and I was able to abandon the wheelchair and cane/walking stick altogether. Upon returning home, my daughter and mother were in shock upon seeing me able to walk and go to the office immediately that day. As a single mother, life has been quite challenging. To receive immense support of healing, we are beyond grateful.
I took refuge under Grandmaster Living Buddha Lian-sheng, and I am currently an eager disciple in learning more dharma. What a healing from Living Buddha Lian-sheng at the Kalachakra Homa. Thank you and words will never be enough to express my gratitude.
Om Guru Lian Sheng Siddhi Hum.
Tina Mottini
